My last post stated I was "Back"??

Why have I stopped blogging? I was talking with Jesus this morning about that and all I can come up with is....I have too much to say at times and I am completely overwhelmed and at other times there is nothing inside that I want to share. I do know that as I have aged and gained more experiences I almost feel like I have started over again every day, as if I am grasping and lost all the time. Maybe that is how I have to be kept on my toes??? Every day I am realizing that you never "arrive" this side of heaven. It is becoming clear what Paul meant in Philippians 2:12 when he said to work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. The walk is often full of doubt and we must always cling to Jesus desperately. He did the redemptive work of salvation, but we are called to work in His name, spreading His love and light. How I struggle to put others first and how I struggle and strive with my selfishness and pride. Help me Lord, hold me close!!